i am drunk

.. i guess alcohol really helps easing pain anyway...,even just for a
while..

i can feel the numbNess and coldness

loVe it

pAin-last chance

i am bounded with so many emotions now...confusing..its reAl

the people i am with now make my day meanignful as it should be but it's not
enough..it is never enough...

it's so hard to tolerate things..

i devoted myself in our relationship..but i guess i am not that enough for him..it's so hard..i keep myself strong and positive but the uncertainties and doubts run through my veins..i am cold,i am numb..i guess

the hEll i care...